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Meet my new best friends.... I wish. These girls are sisters - one of them's 12 and the other's 8. They are awesome. That is all.

Old News

It's been old news for a while - Robert Pattinson is NOT playing the role of Finnick Odair - but I thought I should just post this here. Mockingjay.net recently posted an article of R-Patz denying the rumours. I thought it was funny how he phrased the rejection:

“I woke up this morning and saw all these things about me being cast in The Hunger Games,” Pattinson tells USA TODAY. “I was kind of curious for a second. So I called my agent.”

The response?

“My agent was like, ‘No,’ ” Pattinson reports.

“(My agent) was like no one’s going to offer you that part,” Pattinson says, breaking into a laugh. “I was like, thanks for the reassurance.”

"No one's going to offer you that part." LOLOLOL. Ouch. I think that was supposed to be an insult.

Someone put me out of my misery...


It's been a long time since I've felt so sick. I don't even know what "sickness" this is. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, I feel hot and cold simultaneously and my back aches. I feel like an old man.... an old man who's nearly been run over by a car.

Being sick makes me feel unproductive as well. I spent my double free period lying across three chairs in the library impersonating a hobo at Hyde Park. Now I know why people love sleeping in free periods so much. And when I felt cold, I migrated to the heater. Of course, afterwards I felt really guilty because I realised I now had a ton of untouched maths homework.

Then came recess and I went around asking for drugs from people. Okay, not drugs but Panadol. Unfortunately, nobody had Panadol so Juliana and I went to first aid where I asked my auntie if she had anything. She couldn't give me anything though without ringing my mum so I was like, "Nahhh". So much effort just to stop feeling so nauseous.

After recess, I had to give my Wuthering Heights speech which was worth 40%. It wasn't too bad. Mostly I just forgot how sick I was....until I finished the speech and then spent the rest of the double trying not to run outside and throw up in the bin. It was torture. I wanted to get up and lie horizontally on the table just to stop the aching in my back LOL. Poor Ms A - she had to sit through three similar speeches on Wuthering Heights, one of her students had just dropped and another one now wanted to impersonate a sacrificial lamb.

Afterwards I walked home with Tian. Again I mostly kept silent and tried not to puke. When I'm sick, I'm much more quiet than usual. And it gets tiring explaining to people how crap you feel so mostly I just stay silent. Unfortunately that also means coming across much more antisocial than usual. Sorry guys - I wasn't trying to be a bitch, I just felt too crap to talk.

At home, I dragged my pillow and blankets downstairs and passed out on the couch. I woke up three hours later feeling better but also immensely guilty. Those three hours could have been spent doing my extension 2 project. Le sigh. This is why I hate taking naps on a school day; I always end up feeling so guilty. Gahhh! I hate being sick.   

Better luck next time, Babushki


So yeah, Sweden won last night. Congrats Sweden! I liked her performance I guess. She's an amazing singer and um, tai-chi-er (?). Didn't hurt that there was a snow machine and slo-mo cam either. However, I still stand by the fact that nothing will ever be more awesome than Alexander Rybak. That specific interval act that I posted below was probably better than anything I saw last night at the Grand Final. And LOL I can't believe they got Azerbaijan's President's Son-in-Law to do the interval act last night. If that wasn't nepotism, I don't know what is.

And yay! The babushki did pretty well too!

Medley of the Week


This was single-handedly the most glorious thing I saw tonight.

(Change it to 480p before watching... and skip to 3:10 if you want to watch Rybak in all his magnificence).

It may not be that glorious to you guys but to someone who watches Eurovision every single year, this was the ultimate fan dedication. Basically, they had the past five winners from the previous five years collaborate on a medley which showcased their winning songs. They performed this during the interval (when the contest organisers were still counting Europe's votes) and I was yelling at the TV screen when Alexander Rybak came on.

Oh Alexander Rybak - how I have missed your awesome violin skills and craptastic lyrics. I remember when I used to youtube your songs compulsively every day after school. I showed your "Fairytale" song to my friends but they didn't get it. Most of them thought I was weird for liking it. Ah well, they don't get you like I do.

And good ol' Dima Bilan. Remember the year he did the opening for the Eurovision final and nearly ruined his glorious entry by getting tangled up in the harness/cable thingy? I felt so embarassed for him.... but it was still funny to watch. He tried to enter Eurovision this year but was beaten by the old grannies. It's okay man - they were pretty hard to live up to.

The Azerbaijan couple can't sing. They butchered Waterloo, but it's okay cause I spent the majority of that watching Alexander Rybak anyway.

My love for Eurovision knows no bounds. Even as I write this, I'm being entertained watching an over-enthusiastic, middle-aged, Serbian guy belt his lungs out on stage. But as much as I love Eurovision, I really do wish Australia would stop showing the finals on Sunday night. I have tutor on Sunday nights! Why do they have to make my life so hard??


Seriously, how is this not entertaining to you???


Go my Russian bitches, go!

I was watching the Graham Norton Show the other day and one of the guests saw a picture similar to this one and said, "So can you like, twist them in half and put one inside the other?" I laughed so hard at that. Interesting fact: Eurovision only allows for a maximum of 6 people on stage (this includes back-up dancers) so they had to ditch two of the grannies when they went to Baku.


This was worth watching, if only for the unexpected, badass, stomping routine during the bridge. I have to admit though - I spent the majority of the song wishing she would pull her dress up. At one point, it looked she was gonna do a Christina Aguilera and have a wardrobe malfunction. 


Oh, and this lady was terrible (as expected). Apparently there was a lot of controversy surrounding her "facebook" song so she had to change the lyrics. It became the "social network song" instead. Seriously woman, your song is terrible - did you have to go and add a cop and cheerleader to the routine as well? And oh god, those pants! Burn them!!!

So anyway, the final is on tomorrow on SBS. I can't wait. Bring on the pyrotechnics and Euro-Pop. It will be entertaning - not because the countries are competing to win but because a lot of them are competing to lose. After all, the winning country has to fork out the big bucks and host the event the next year.

Who Would've Thought?

Who would've thought? There is actually one thing in this world that I hate more than my EX2 project.

Meet my new best enemy: "Ode on a Grecian Urn", AKA the most unbelievably, frustrating poem ever written in the English language. I have three words to say about this poem:

W. T. F.

oh, and also a few others:

G.T.F.O. of my life you S.O.B.



The Great Gatsby - Official Trailer



Just in case you weren't sick of The Great Gatsby yet.

P.S.

Almost forgot to give a shout-out to Annie! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE!! You are one of the nicest, smartest people I know and you deserve all the good things that come your way. Free periods and maths last year wouldn't have been as fun without you in them :D I hope you had a great day!

<3 Cynthia

P.P.S. Sorry for the delayed birthday greeting this morning LOL. I had to make sure it was your birthday (didn't want to look like an idiot for saying happy birthday to the wrong person).

Introvert, Extrovert, Doesn't Matter

Y'all should watch Charlieissocoollike's new video before reading this. He explains it much better than I ever could: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCgj2Gor25g&feature=g-u-u

So after watching this, I (and about 854,209 other people out there) firmly believe that if Charlie and I were ever to meet, we would become the bestest of friends. Like seriously; the awkward moment when Charlie makes a video about himself but actually talks about you...

Haha okay, I'll try to stop sounding so presumptuous now. But there were some moments in there where I thought, HELL YES, WHY IS HE DESCRIBING MY PERSONALITY???

So yes, I always knew I was kind of introverted - but I  never knew how much of an introvert I actually was (until I watched that video). I don't think being an introvert necessarily makes you a "shy" person and Charlie is right when he says that people falsely assume that just because you're quiet, you must be 1) rude 2) unable to have fun or 3) socially awkward. That's not true. An introverted person is someone who tends to... think more before they say something? As in, we won't say much unless we know that it contributes something meaningful to the conversation (as opposed to saying every single thing that points into our head and having an outwardly natural enthusiasm). That's why sometimes in large groups, I prefer to listen rather than talk. Unfortunately, it also means that after a while you kind of.... blend into the background? As in people forget that you're there or they think that you don't want to talk to them. I don't know. Either way, it's not much fun when you're the only introvert in a large group of extroverts.  


Oh, and when I'm talking about being an introvert around people, just keep in mind that that doesn't extend to all social situations. Obviously, everyone acts differently around friends than they do around strangers. In my group of friends, I tend to be rather extroverted at times (especially when Tian and I are left to our own devices lol).

For me personally, I don't mind spending time alone. It's not like I'm a hermit and I'll shun everyone's company - rather I like having the time to think and just... do stuff, without feeling the pressure of having to say something to fill up space. Plus, if I did do just that - say something to fill up space - most likely it would end up sounding really fake and unnecessary. And that's not the point of talking is it? You talk because you think you have something relevant to say.

There are probably many extroverts out there who are scratching their heads now and thinking I make no sense. That's okay. In the end, it doesn't really matter whether your introverted, extroverted or a little bit of both; just as long as you're comfortable with who you.

Oh, and just to poke fun at introverts:

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Song of the Week: "Bad" by Tablo ft. Jinsil


I have to admit - I know nothing about Tablo; only that he once collaborated on a song with Taeyang. And that's about the extent of my knowledge. Same goes for Jinsil. Her voice is amazing - it reminds me of another caucasion female artist but I can't for the life of me, figure out who. I don't know much about her either - only that she comes from a band called "Mad Soul Child" or something like that. Either way, the song is catchy. You should listen to it.

This week was an O.K. week. I could've done with a few less assessments but well... you know how it is. Snoop A found out that we passed the auditions for E-day so that was awesome. They must have liked our stomping - or maybe they just felt lenient towards the Year 12's. Even if we hadn't made it in, we would've started a flash mob in the middle of the quad. Everyone would have been subjected to our "dance" - willingly or unwillingly.

What else happened? Oh right, I finally finished reading "The Lovely Bones" by Alice Sebold.


Well now, if only the book was half as interesting as these screenshots made it out to be...

This book took me forever to read - mostly because it was my "roll call" book (meaning I only got through about 7 pages every day). I thought it was okay... not great, but okay, and then I went on goodreads, read a few reviews and my evaluation of it plummeted even further.

I didn't have many issues with the writing - until reviewers pointed out that a few of the sentences in the book made no sense. E.g:
"Her pupils dilated, pulsing in and out like small, ferocious olives."
That's right peeps; FEROCIOUS olives (as opposed to the mellow ones y'know).
I also felt like there was no plot throughout the whole novel. I understand that there is a rape and Ms Sebold spends a lot of time going through the ramifications of that but at the end of the day, nothing really much happens in terms of story development. The killer doesn't get caught, Susie's bones aren't found and Ruth doesn't get to reveal what she knows about ghosts. Sure, the bad guy gets killed by an icicle in the last few pages (lol) but like, too little too late man. Overall, the book made me feel like I was sitting next to a window watching rain run down the glass. It's pretty when it lasts - but ultimately very unproductive.

Oh, and I kept visualizing Caesar Flickerman every time she wrote "Mr. Harvey".
 
 
So is it worth reading? That depends... Maybe I would've enjoyed it more if I'd read it in a shorter period (as opposed to the half-term it took me). This happens to me all the time; I lose interest if I put it off. But then again, I felt like I was flicking through a whole collection of instagram photos rather than reading an actual book - so insubstantial was the plot. Perhaps there wasn't supposed to be a plot. Perhaps this is one of those deeply introspective/reflective novels that aren't supposed to make that much sense. Make what you will of it. I give it 2.8/5.


Jason Clare, the Federal Minister for Home Affairs came to our school yesterday to speak to the legal studies classes. I was expecting it to be one of those boring lectures where the speaker drones on and on about legislation and other who-gives-a-fuck topics but it was actually really really interesting.

He spoke about his memories at Canley Vale High School - how in his seniors years, he wanted to be a Doctor so he did chemistry and physics until one day, the science head teacher came into the classroom and told the class that half of them would fail the exam. So then he thought, "Well, I might as well do Ancient and Modern History since I'm interested in those subjects and they aren't that hard to get marks in." After he changed subjects, the science head came to find him and said, "You didn't actually have to drop science... I was talking to the OTHER half of the class when I said that - not you." It was so funny. He also said that Mr G was his history teacher - and he ended up coming 4th in the state for modern or something. He said just because he isn't a Doctor doesn't mean he isn't helping people - he's just going about it in a different way.


It was a very inspiring talk... and really brought home the point that regardless of what school you attend, you can still succeed in life. I was inspired to do law for about half the day. And then I remembered what type of ATAR you needed to do that and my hopes deflated just as suddenly. It's probably just as well. I would make a shitty lawyer. I mean, I can't even tell people off for pushing in canteen line - not even when they're in the year below me.

Lastly, I just wanted to say that my group collected $268 for the Salvos thingy - not bad, considering we didn't even finish the whole course. Funny story actually: there was this one house that looked like a total train wreck - ciggies in the front yard and plants growing all over the place. Even worse, they had a crazy-as dog that kept trying to meld through the flyscreen and bite my face. At first, I thought, "Hell no am I asking them" but then I figured that I shouldn't judge by appearances. I rang the bell and the people in that house ended up donating 25 bucks. Noiiice....

Words of Wisdom (from Cynthia's Dad)

At first it was like.............................................................................

Some of them stared at us like this: >_> and I was thinking in my head, YO WHAT'S YO PROBLEM MAN?? WHY SO SERIOUS?? YOU COULD AT LEAST SMILE, YOU KNOW - INSTEAD OF JUDGING US WITH YOUR IMPASSIVE EXPRESSIONS.

But then we all came on and we stomped and clapped and acted all agro-like and someone landed on my foot but it was okay because they finally smiled AND IT WAS BLOODY AWESOME AND I AM SO PROUD. LOLS.

And now you're probably wondering what the fuck I'm talking about. That's okay, half the time I don't even know what I'm talking about.

*****

On to a change of topic: just the other day, my dad said to me and my sister,

"Your mum... she's very beautiful... but not very smart. That's why I married her - because if she was beautiful AND smart, everyone else would want her."

And he said that right in front of her too. Haha. Smooth Dad, smooth...

All Whiny and Shit

Your typical teenage post about typical teenage problems. Don't be expecting anything mature and intellectual (as if I ever write intellectual posts anyway).

I want:

To curl up in bed and just sleep past 7:20 every day. I want to stay cooped up at home reading trashy historical romances for 3 hours straight (have just graduated from paranormal romances. My reading preferences reflect the circumstances of my life - they're insubstantial and all over the place). I want The Great Gatsby to self immolate and poof up out of my life. I wish Daisy Buchanan would get run over by a car. I want to watch The Voice tonight. But I can't... cause there's these thing called the HSC which I am a little bit worried about. I want to replace all my english homework with maths homework. I want to stop feeling so unmotivated. I want the weather to warm up. I want to stop freezing my ass off in maths class. I want to stop blogging now because it's cutting into my "study" time.

The Voice Australia - Brittany and Kelsie Battle Round

I'm about a week late, posting this. I was much busier this week and I wouldn't have found the time to post stuff even if I wanted to.



If you've seen this already then well, why not watch it again?? If you haven't seen it, then you can watch it now. Believe it or not, there are actually some people out there who DON'T watch The Voice (why not guys? It's not too late to start now!). Anyway, if you're one of the few who don't want to slog through 2 hours of reality television every Monday and Tuesday, then you can just watch the highlights that I post here. Sound good? I promise, I'll put only nice ones up here!

Anyway, this battle was between Brittany and Kelsie. Kelsie first appeared on the show playing and singing to an acoustic version of Teenage Dream. She was awesome. Brittany sang Gravity when she first appeared. She was awesome too. To me, both of them were standouts in the blind auditions. Now they're singing "Turning Tables" by Adele in the Battle Round and together, they are DOUBLE-LY AWESOME.

I feel sorry for Keith for having to pick which one he likes more. Brittany's voice is just perfect. Everything she sings sounds so pure and clear. However, I think Kelsie has a very unique way of convenying the lyrics. She makes it her own whereas Brittany sticks strictly to the original. I love it when she almost "drawls" the lyrics and then resolves it straight after. It gives me goosebumps :)

Song of the Week: "Spanish Lady" by Celtic Woman


I love this group so very very much. Look at them! They're having such a blast, swishing their beautiful dresses around and singing amidst the backdrop of an Irish castle. And they're singing LIVE too! Aren't they awesome? WELL AREN'T THEY??

.....

It's okay. At least Tian agrees with me.

1st World Problems

I really hate English, guys. I feel like a broken record but I can't help it. It's not that the work we do isn't interesting, because if I had a choice between doing maths exercises or reading books/watching movies, I would obviously choose the latter. But I hate the work we get from english. The stupid, bloody essays and the stupid, bloody speeches and the stupid bloody major work WHICH SHOULD TOTALLY GO JUMP OFF A CLIFF AND LIKE, DIE.

-breathe Cynthia, breathe-

I know people say we should always look at the long term, and that in a few years time, we wouldn't even remember all the stress of year 12 but it just feels like the end will never come. I can't even imagine the day when I finish the major work. How would I feel? Would I even be happy about the end product? Pfffffff. Not likely.

Anyway, on to other issues. I'm one of those few people who actually read in roll call LOL. It's true. If I just sit there and pretend to read, I get all antsy and fidgety. It's pathetic I know. It seems like 99% of the people I  know say the only thing they "read" in roll call is like their prescribed english text and to be honest, I've been doing that lately. It's not because I've run out of books though. Quite the opposite, in fact. It's because all the books I read now are on my Kobo E-reader. I haven't gone to the library since last term. So I basically sit in roll call staring at The Great Gatsby and its boring me to tears because I know I could be reading something way more interesting. But I am definitely not going to bring the e-reader to school because knowing me, I would probably lose it within a week.

So yeah, those are my first world problems.

About a Boy

I forgot how funny "About a Boy" is. I laughed so many times last night, watching it on TV. I loved the part where the kid chucked the bread at the duck and acidentally killed it. I loved the part where he gets stuck in a room with that lady's creepy son who then starts having a meltdown. I loved the part where Hugh Grant goes to the SPAT meeting and tries to pick up single mums. And I loved the part where Hugh Grant goes on stage  to sing "Killing Me Softly" with the boy. He was literally "killing the audience with his song". LOL.


Man, I so want to live in London. Why couldn't my parents have fled to England instead?? WHY??

Team Edward and Team Jacob



No seriously, look at them. LOOK AT THEM DAMMIT. Benji and Joel Madden said that they called them the Twilight pair behind their backs. I can see why.

The voice is so entertaining guys. It's not half as sucky as I thought an Australian adaptation would've been.

And Keith Urban is like, the man. I finally see why Nicole Kidman married him. He's such a nice person! You never would've thought, judging from his rough-cut appearance and the whole drugs thing.

 

Hey look, it's Troy and Gabriella! Okay, I'll stop now. But you should watch this one too. It was my favourite one of that episode.
 

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