They sure don't make 'em like this no more.
I thought I lost this 2005 copy, which is why I ended up buying the newer version. (Don't judge me). Turns out that my cousin actually had my copy all along and she's had it for about THREE YEARS. Haha, believe it or not, this is actually how I imagine Bella in my head. Ahh yes.... brings back old memories. I don't care what people say, or how superficial the story is, I'll always have a soft spot for Twilight (the book version not the movie version. The movie version can go die in all the fires, jsyk.)
I wonder if I can sell this old version on ebay in a few years time. How much would I get for it, do you think?
This is the current state my desk is in. You can't even see the keyboard underneath all my notes and papers. *sigh*
I just love it when people go, "Ughh, I'm so busy! I don't even have time to do my homework."
Outside, I nod and I smile and I say, "Oh, man that sucks."
But inside I'm more like, "YOUTHINKYOUKNOWTHEMEANINGOFBUSY?? HELL NO."
Let me list the number of things I need to do:
- Extension History Project (worth 80% of my course mark for the HSC)
- English Extension Essay 5-6 pages
- Write English Play
- Write a creative story for english tutor
- Maths hw - finish exercise 4
- the raven questions
- answer the questions in the ginormous booklet on the raven
- Write notes on historians for extension history - all 8 of them
- Music HW - write a brief report on the features of the Baroque period under each concept (pitch and duration) and research vivaldi
- Fill in table for English Extension and type it up
- Legal studies extended response question thingo
- Prepare two pieces for audition thingo in week 9
- Study for HSC half yearlies (Modern History and History Extension) THAT WILL ALSO TAKE PLACE IN WEEK 9. FARRRRRRRR-
- Memorise a whole bunch of notes for piano exam and also practice my pieces because I am WAYYYYY behind.
Blogging is my only form of stress relief right now. How sad is that?
- Everyone would have read Harry Potter. I have this theory that if everyone in the world read Harry Potter, the world would be a much better place. Seriously.
- Trees would be made out of fairy floss, dirt would taste like chocolate and worms would taste like mi-goreng.
- Whoever mentions the words homework, assignments or HSC would get their head puree'd in a turbo engine.
- I would be able to point at things and make them spontaenously combust.
- The sky would rain lemon lime & bitters.
- People would just fly everywhere, like Superman.
- Yotsuba would exist.
- There would be a day called "lolcatz" day where everyone has to speak in lolcatz language.
- One period of the school day would be transformed into a "stress-relief" period where students can just zone out and do whatever they want. Oh wait, I have that already. It's called Modern History.
- People would randomly break out into dance and song, like in all those musicals.
- We could all get along like we used to in middle school... I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy...
LOL, ok I stole that last one from Mean Girls. But only because I needed something related to peace and teamwork and stuff so that I could post this very relevant picture:
TEAMWORK!
I hate it when people go, "You have to decide yourself, Cynthia. Don't think that we're pushing you to do this, cause we're not. It's all up to you." But you can just feel that they're expecting you to do it and all you want to do is go, "STOP BULLSHITTIN' IN MA FACE >:( AND JUST DECIDE FOR ME. FARRRRR. "
Like that whole history extension thing. Although technically no-one really pushed me to do it. I just couldn't decide and ended up going for it anyway. You know what? I think that's my problem. Once someone offesr something to me, I can't say no. And there's that added pressure of not wanting to say no in case its like you just took the chance they offered and chucked it back into their face. Oh god, this is bad. What if someone offers me drugs in the future and I can't say no????
Today, Ms M and my vocal teacher offered me an audition thingy for some kind of music workshop that's held annually. Basically it's a very difficult program to get into and I think they only accept 20 people a year. Anyway if I accept, I have to prepare 2 audition pieces (for singing) and I also need backing tracks for it. Then on the day of the audition Ms will drive me to the place (along with a few others also from our school) and then I have to.... audition. If you do make it in, you get 6 days of intensive but fun music workshopping (spread out over the year) and near the end of term 3, they hold a concert to showcase what youd've done. That is assuming, if you do make it in.
I don't know if I want to though. I've already got a lot piled up on my plate, not to mention my extreme case of stagefright that means I have a talent for sounding like a strangled chicken when I sing in front of others. And also, you can just tell that those auditions will have heaps of THOSE people. Yeh, you know what I mean. Those really confident, talented people who have like, done auditions their whole lives.
What to do? :(
OH! THE INJUSTICE OF IT ALL (F5)
I (plus 8 bijillion other fangirls out there) want, no, DEMAND a shirtless Sam Dong in the next episode. Or else.
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