I have lots of reasons to be miserable okay? So don't judge me. However, I will spare you the whole pity fest because everyone else is probably going through the same thing (with school coming up and stuff) and I don't want to risk the whole world imploding from the unbearable misery emanating from every single Year 12 in Australia.

*fist pumps air* Let's blog about happy stuff then!

The Hunger Games makes me happy. Especially this new still of Katniss and Peeta before they're set on fire.

So does "The Anger Games" LOL.

And Doctor Who. Actually, this one is kind of bittersweet for me. Yes Doctor Who makes me happy but it also reminds me that I won't be indulging in TV shows/dramas this year. I'M SO SORRY MATT SMITH AND KAREN GILLAN, PLEASE BE PATIENT AND WAIT TILL I FINISH THIS LITTLE THING CALLED THE HSC. *cries endlessly*. I don't know why I'm tormenting myself like this. I even go on dramabeans.com, reading up on the Korean dramas that are airing (The Moon That Embraces The Sun) and coming up (Shut Up: Flower Boy Band)even though I won't be watching any of them. Stop it Cynthia! Rubber band snap! I must be masochistic.

Oh and I never would have expected this but Running Man also makes me happy. I never watch variety shows. Hell, I don't even watch them weekly music shows or whatever you call 'em. But a few weeks ago, my sister sat down and watched that episode of Running Man with SNSD in it and since I had nothing better to do, I thought why not? It was so unbelievebly funny. I laughed so much, I thought my sides were going to explode.

Oh yeah...Rafael Nadal tennis definitely makes me happy.

Watching the Australian Open is such a stressful activity. But there's also something comforting and reassuring about it. I think because its always on during the summer holidays (and for me, the summer holidays are the best part of the year), my brain naturally equates the Australian Open with happiness.

So those are the things that make me happy.... along with a bijillion others which I cannot be bothered naming. Life will always be a constant source of stress. For us, the biggest hurdle is probably the HSC. But what happens after we've completed it? We've got to go to uni and study our asses off to get a degree. And after that? Well, you've got to find a job, otherwise the degree becomes useless. If you're lucky enough to get a job, you're going to have to work your way up and that would probably take years. Then comes mortgages, relationships and *shivers* ... kids. It's not going to stop. So you should probably appreciate every day as it comes and try to stop stressing and just enjoy life (or at least the last 2 days of the holidays).

Now that I've fixed up the template, I kinda wanna change it again.... LOL

So what's going on in my life? Not much. I'm drowning in so much hw, its not even funny :( Nancy just showed me this funny youtube video of a Korean dude singing "touch my body". HAHAHAH Poor guy, i hope someone explains to him what he's really saying.

e.g "tuts my barreh! Throw me in duh bay...." "I will give you plankton!!"
& "give me water dessert" (instead of "give me what I deserve")

DUDE, LEARN THE LYRICS PROPERLY. I FEEL EMBARASSED FOR YOU.

But yeh, moving on. I found out that my mum has a new favourite TV show. Guess what it is? It's SHAUN THE SHEEP! Whenever my sis watches it, she has to watch it too :L & she makes me watch it as well. T.T
YESS Cynthia is upgrading. New msn, new microsoft word office, and new Internet Explorer all in the same week. Its like a whole new world of opportunites has opened up to me. OMFG I can now have TABS in my internet :O

For the people who watch BBF, I found out that one of their actresses died while they were still filming. It was one of those trio of mean girls. Apparently she commited suicide... so sad. But I won't post any more about it coz its not my news, I found out from another blog. For the people who wanna read about it, its here: http://www.dramabeans.com/2009/03/boys-before-flowers-actress-commits-suicide/#more-5341

Did anyone watch dance? Probably not -.- Anyways, the routines were so awesome, especially Amy and BJ's one. hehe. I played my first ever table tennis singles game today AND won it. MUHAHAHA, if you'd asked me if I'd ever play table tennis a month ago, I would've said no. Unfortunately, I didnt' get to go drunk with Boonie today. *sigh* I was looking forward to drowning my sorrows but no. The bus came late last week when we didn't want it to and it came too early this week :L

I spent my weekend playing Warcraft with my sis and 21 year old cousin. It was actually quite fun. We played together as a team and I kept dying so we had to restart 20000 times. After that, we realized that if we kept playing like that, we would never get past the armies of soul-less dead. So we devised a new strategy:

• My sister summons ghost dogs and water spirits to fight for us
• Cousin is the tanker who takes the damage and smashes through the enemies
• And I..................... well I stay back and try not to die.

SHUUSH. I know what you're thinking: She needs to get a life. Well, that's what I'm going to do, right after I finish PE assignment.

I had so much to write about yesterday but I didn't have time. & today, I have so much time but nothing to write about...

School was alright, kinda boring. Juliana and I played doubles for table tennis but we lost. The girl we were versing was WEIRD.She was fully competitive and kept breathing like a fat bull while we were playing. I just wanted to yell "It's only a ping pong game!" at her >:( Talking about fat... Mr Ward called Anita fat today :L She was like, "NO SIR! YOU'RE THE FAT ONE" and he just said, "No, I'm skinny and handsome..." (someone hand the poor man a mirror)

Dance was on last night and Lily Allen performed :O I missed it coz I was busy doing something else, reading blogs I think? E-man and wats-her-face got out. HAHA they couldn't dance anyways. Well they could, I mean, they dance way better than me, but still. You know what I mean. -.-

HAHA I was on a random site yesterday called dramabeans and I found photos !!

Guess who? LOL anyways, there's another one that's kinda funny too... Should I post it? Yehh I'll post it XD

To the few clueless people out there going WTF??, these photos are from BBF :) If you don't know what that is then I suggest you start climbing out from under your rock. (jokes) :L

Ewww we got our maths test back today & we also did a common test. I made a silly mistake on the last question (typical me) and was moping at recess. Tests do that to me... After maths was English. I thought we were gonna work on our story but nooo. The class isn't going computer lab until thursday :(

Tomorrow's not gonna be great. I've got HA in the morning & I don't wanna sing the bathhouse song ><. Oh dear.

I woke up at 7:10 this morning and walked outside. LOL Then I came in and watched Lazytown =3 It's probably the gayest show ever but w/e. Did I ever tell you about my weird obsession with Barbie movies? In the holidays, I watched a different one everynight. Rapunzel, dancing princesses, swan lake, etc. Strange yeh? Tian watched them with me and you can ask her about it. Most likely she'll deny it though. XD And if you're extremely unlucky, she'll kick you.

Yes, we're both very odd people.

I learnt something new today about the worms/caterpillars at table tennis. It's a strange species that eats eucalyptus leaves and sprays it out from its behind. I won't post a picture.. just in case you're eating.

Now I really have nothing else to write about..

xoxo pigeon ?

P.S Everyone seems to be missing learning about Aztecs and Egypt :p

P.P.S Forgot to mention that it's my sister's b'day today. =3

I feel dead.

My eyes are sore

My fingers are cramped

My brain has exploded from overexposure to the computer screen.

&it is all because of those stupid templates. I spent 2 hours yesterday and 3, I repeat 3 hours today trying to find a template or skin for this blog. And as you can see, I've ended up right where I started. Kill me now.

OMFG i COULD'VE BEEN DOING SOMETHING ELSE IN THOSE FIVE HOURS!!!

-sigh- I feel much better now. Thanks for listening :)

moving on to other news:
Today I did table tennis at another school. That school looked WAAAY better than our school. LOLS CVH is so azn XD Anita was hungry but she was afraid of eating her fried rice coz it would make her look even more azn HAHAHA. So she ate a muffin instead.

I was looking through some fan art from www.ramblingsandthoughts.com/twilight and I found this:



obviously, I didn't draw that. So don't sue me whoever did it. It looks really cool :) I also found one where a plant was growing out of edward's ears. LOL. Its so ..strange but I can't stop staring at it.



I still haven't taken a shower yet and its already 8:42. Heyys did anyone watch the Oscars? LOL. I feel like watching slumdog millionaire now. OMG I did so many silly mistakes on the maths test yesterday. How was I supposed to remember to put savings into the budget table??

Hmm.. not much to really write about.. except bonnie peeing herself in rollcall :P PSSHHHH. Ok I'm getting off now. I think I wanna watch BBF XD GOO JUN PYO lololol