I feel very discouraged right now. I just spent 45 minutes doing a section from the Modern History exam. I didn't even get to finish it and time was up. And get this. I managed to write even less than what I wrote during the half yearly exam. At least 300 words less or something.

I'm kind of freaking out internally right now. Okay, that was an understatement. I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING OUT SO MUCH. THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONE OF THE EASIER FUCKING SECTIONS OF THE WHOLE TEST.

I feel like crying. But that's not going to help much. Plus I already had a mental breakdown on Thursday which my mum witnessed. I felt slightly better afterwards but that only lasted for a while. And then I went back to stressing.

I feel really sad guys. I don't think I can handle school tomorrow.