I think my really weird mood showed on my face during piano lessons and as a result, my piano teacher was way more leniant then usual. Or maybe she just didn't want to give me a nervous breakdown, not so close to the exam anyway.

But whatever funky mood I was in before, it's gone now. And that's partly because I just did a practice exam at piano lessons and I PASSED IT. HALLEFREAKINLUJAH. I even got most of the "general knowledge" questions right. Including that one that said, "Name 3 preludes from 3 different composers and state what instrument they were written for." My 1.5 hours of music theory study every night has paid off. Time to celebrate.... before I get all depressed again when I get my modern trials results back tomorrow.